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“Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say, find someone you can love like crazy and who’ll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you’ll come back. Because, the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived.” - Meet Joe Black

“are you too nervous to be lovers— friendships ruined with just one kiss kiss
I watched you very closely and i saw you look away
your eyes are either gray or blue i’m never close enough to say

But your sweatshirt says it all with the hood over your face
I can’t keep staring at your mouth without wondering how it tastes…

I know the shape of your hands because i watch it when you talk
and i know the shape of your body cause i watch it when you walk
and i want to know it all but i’m giving you the lead … . .…. .
So go on, go on and take it, don’t fake it.”

<3 Should have broken the rules, maybe I wouldn’t be alone. like usual.

“Look at you. You’re young. And you’re so scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want…Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?”

I read this on a friend of mine’s facebook page and it really got me thinking. I just realized for the first time in a very long time, that I CAN do whatever I want. Sure there are rules that sometimes have to be followed, but recently I’ve found my self saying… whatever, rules are meant to be broken. Maybe I want to break some. Maybe I wished someone wasn’t scared and broken them anyways. So people will judge you and gossip, let them. I’m 21 and haven’t had nearly as many adventures or crazy moments as I would like to. Why should I have to wait til Friday to go out and have fun? I don’t want to live for the weekend. From now on, I live for the moment. What’s the worst that could happen? What I want isnt what you want? You laugh at me? mehh… I don’t care.

First attempted at a blog. haha I promise I’ll get better at this. :)